(Putting this here bc I keep forgetting about this game ~ in development)
Silent Whispers
(LADS competition, Life Makeover developers hehe)
https://whispers.archosaur.com/?lang=en
Theron stands out the most to me and it's nice to see a darker skinned love interest than usual. Alarik is giving Sylus vibes...okay you got our attention, time to work on a new unique model before release. Valen is giving genderbent Lightning (ffxiii). I am feeling nostalgic now.
Something looks off about their character models though. Their faces/chins LOL? Their proportions?

Most importantly, I'm excited to learn more about their lore.

I want to draw SOO BAD, but being a wage slave comes first, so I am always in too much pain and fatigued to want to bother. Actually losing my mind. Kms.

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..but UGH she is so cute !! I think I captured her likeness now that my art style has improved over the last 6 months. I love semi-realism ♡ Can't wait to work on her more.

We will meet again. Pen to paper, you and I. We will finish this, together.

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Getting a rollator to have some freedom !

My Rheumatologist suspects that I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (EDS). The way she told me was as if she already suspected it and was itching to bring it up...but not too soon LMAO. I have a few other conditions linked to it already. I am so tired of these ankle sprains! Its not even the typical sprain, it's the inside of my ankles.

Anyway, can't wait until it arrives! I want to decorate it so bad, but idk how the wear and tear will be from folding it up. I love decorating everything that I own >//<

New CEO and partially new C Suite. My job is about to get alot busier (as if it isn't now). I foresee Teams meetings, as far as the eye can see on my calendar. Meetings about meetings. I rebuke this LOL. I'm so exhausted and do not look forward to having meetings with them, but at least they've seen my work and it left a good impression ☝️🤓.

I'm just really worried about how sick I will get during all of this. The hecticness of the first half of the year left me in a bad flare up for months, and I have lost a lot of money from being out sick here and there. I won't borrow too much sorrow from the future, but it's a worry.

Work, work, work. That seems to be all that's on my mind these days !

"Unchanged Man" was recommended to me ^u^. Reading this during my lunch break right now !
Mostly putting this here so I remember lol...I always forget that I'm reading something.



Not sure if I'll write anything about it on here, but I will try since my media log page has been blank for a minute.

PMDD Makes me feel like I'm going to lose my mind, ruin all my relationships, spend all my money, then run into traffic.

Someone put a gun to my head and make me unbox all my dolls. Curse of loving boxes like a cat.

Why was I served the most diabolical sushi roll in existance? Heavy handed with the cream cheese...

The chronic pain never ends, but at least I have Good Friday off work today and can take it easy, even though my insomnia is still bad. My goal is to sculpt something with polymer clay.

I think I'm accidentally starving myself because I'm trying to manage my food restrictions AND finding more foods that are hurting my body. I figured my portions were still good enough, but I'm hungry way more than normal these days. These changes are overwhelming. It's not as simple as eating "healthy" foods like I used to think, and it is impossible for me to take EVERY "bad" food/seasoning/oil out my diet unless I cook everything from scratch, so it's a matter of compromising. Anyway, I can't wait for all-you-can eat sushi this weekend ahhhh~~~ Hopefully I'll feel up to going ! I mostly eat bland food so mentally I need this. It's part of my compromise, plus good to have something to look forward too.

I am so burnt out from work. It's audit season, so I've been scrambling with different departments/leadership to figure out what they need help with. Been working non stop, sometimes late, sometimes on weekends ..and had to dig a few people out of holes smh! At least all my effort has been verbally acknowledged and appreciated !

I need to plan a fun day soon because I skipped an event recently. I was worried about crashing (health wise)...and I was right, so at least I didn't waste money !! What I REALLY want to do is go to the park and have a picnic before all the bugs come out, but it's not warm enough yet. Napping outside would be relaxing as well. I don't remember the last time I did that.

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I'm on the fence about pushing myself to draw. I may start resenting it if I push too hard, so I'll put less emphasis on that and focus on other hobbies for now, or rest. I may color more ! Who knows.

Learning the dreaded anatomy again, and how to draw clothing. I think something is off with the arm and hand, but can't figure out what ! He's supposed to be blocking light from his eyes.

Made an avatar on Wear Wind Meets. Didn't get far into it yet, but the CC was fun! I wish the body type could be editted though.

An obsession is brewing with Miss Kitty White's drinks !